11.1.06

Problem Girl

Don't let 'em get where they're going to
You know they're only what they think of you
You heard of this emotional trickery
And you felt like you were learning the ropes
But where you're going now you don't know

And when the kids on the street say
What's your problem girl
And the weight of their smile gets
Too much for you to bear
When they all make you feel
Like you're a problem girl
Remember
You're no problem at all

You're no problem at all

Pride like promises can let you down
You thought that you'd be feeling
Better by now
You worry all the things they could do to you
You worry about the things they could say
Maybe you're seeing things the wrong way


Try
If you stand or you fall
You're no problem at all

8.1.06

Bent

If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And if I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk

If I need some other love
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again


Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together


You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

If I couldn't sleep could you sleep
Could you paint me better off
Could you sympathize with my needs
I know you think I need a lot

I started out clean but I'm jaded
Just phoning it in
Just breaking the skin

6.1.06

Stupid Things

*sigh*
somehow I always manage to lose good friends over stupid things. Either over something stupid or because I do something stupid.
Been accused of getting scared and backing off.
I don't agree.
I think the majority of the time ppl turn out to be exactly what I thought they were.
But ...
that could be the problem there
What's wrong with me?
Why don't I just compromise and settle?
Why does this suck so much?
Why can't I change?